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So i have posted anything personal lately.. It’s a nice night. I should take some time out of my shitty scheduled school life to just appreciate the night and the day.

My life’s basically been school and homework lately. I don’t mind doing homework, it keeps me off the internet from doing “mindless” nonsense e.g. gaming all night, surfing the internet for nothing in particular. English is my most dreaded subject, i just can’t do it, I can’t find a way to word things out like people do, it just pisses me off. Maybe it’s cause I’m a maths person.. On the topic of maths, I absolutely love extension maths. I even like the triple period of maths I have once a fortnight. I’m considering picking up extension 2 maths next year.. It might be a shitload of work, but I think I can handle it. I can say goodbye to gaming for the 3 terms next year, and semi-give (slow the f* down) gaming term 4 this year.

I changed from Biology to Physics, I just have more of an interest in it. I know my Psychology course in Uni recommends me to have Biology, but I doubt they’ll not let me in if I don’t have it.

Ancient History.. Well, I’m doing a two-unit tafe course in early term 2, it’s an Outdoors and Recreation course that goes for 10days. Which means; 10 days of outdoor activities and no school, hopefully this two units can let me drop my ancient history. I don’t criticize the subject itself, but I just don’t like it.. It’s not for me. I wouldn’t have chosen it if it wasn’t the best subject for me. The only other subjects in that line were; Computer Applications(learning to make folders and shit on the computer ==”) [NON-ATAR course], Beginners French (I didn’t want to do this cause I’ve started learning so many languages already but never continually done one and French is like the opposite to Chinese, Japanese, etc), and the other subjects were another NON-ATAR course and I think something like Engineering studies. I chose Ancient History cause it was the only thing I was half-interested in.

Our subject lines are fucked up because NSW peeps can now only drop out at the age of 17 or when they get a full-time job/apprenticeship. Our lines are worked out by putting the most popular subject with the least popular subject etc etc. My other subject I chose was Business Studies and that was paired up with my Advanced Maths.. I mean.. what the fuck? I’m pretty sure alot of people want to do Advanced Maths AND Business Studies together.. stupid government schools..

Wow, I don’t think I’ve ever blogged this much writing at once before. It’s currently 9:42 and I’ve got a liiiiittle bit more homework to finish for maths.

Oh yeah last note; from tomorrow, I’m starting to go to the gym with my cousin. She has a 1year membership and can take 1 person for free. I don’t wanna bulk up or anything, just wanna lean up my body and get flexible again.

jeansbeans:

This ^ is super fun LOL. (You can’t see it on your dashboards!)

Life… what a wide subject; some people thing it’s about money, some people think it’s about power, and some of these people spend their whole lives dedicated to these things, but is that really living? None of that bitchy shit in school that media’s started up, going to school, gossiping about other people’s lives, backstabbing, fighting, bullying.. WHY? What for? Entertainment? If that’s your idea of entertainment, that’s a messed up definition and should probably rethink your morals.

Happiness isn’t what you see on the media, people. It’s not getting out, getting drunk and getting doped up. It’s not bitching about people and then laughing at them. It’s what you enjoy doing what what makes you feel whole. My bad, some people do actually enjoy doing that, but what I’m trying saying is, don’t get caught up with what media portrays happiness to be and what YOUR happiness is.

I think life is about doing what you enjoy without going out of your way to disrespect anyone else. It’s unnecessary. Fighting is natural, it’s a part of growing up, disagreeing with each other, but bullying is absolute bullshit.

To me; life is about being happy and just cruising through. When i say cruising, i don’t mean bludging through Senior School and winging all the courses, i mean enjoying myself along the way. I want a good job and I want a uni degree,  I hope to study psychology and chuck my 2cents into the world by helping people looking for help how I can :)

Woke up to a cloudy, cold morning. FINALLY! No more of that 2weeks of 40degrees heat bullshit. Although, the weather made me not want to get out of bed :c Slept in for another half an hour and then bothered to drag my lazy ass to go have a shower :o

Today, i have Society and Cultural, Earth and Environmental Studies, Ancient History and Extension maths (well really, advanced maths, but since our class is only the students from my extension class, i’m calling it extension) but i finish at lunch today. Despite the weather, i think is till might go and have a swim, maybe the indoor pool in Warners Bay.

I’ve still got to book online for my L’s drivers license.

I’ll edit more when i get home :b

Skiiipped the Swimming Carnival today. It’s about 38oC right now, hahah. Sitting in the aircon playing me some Heroes of Newerth. :) My Golden Retriever [Hero] is running around inside acting like a boss.

:) The 2/2!

We’re about to have my birthday dinner. In addition to birthdays, happy birthday to Megan Lee <3 and Nicole Lee! I had a good day, woke up to “Happy birthday!“‘s and red pockets :o And thank you to all that wished me a happy birthday :)

Mum’s making an absolutely GORGEOUS smelling dinner.

On the downside; I have some maths extension homework to do and a swimming carnival tomorrow that I signed up on the relay team for.. I hope it’ll be good weather and a good day all around. But nuff with the downside!

It’s also Chinese New Year, so, Happy Chinese New Years, everyone! Hope you all have a good year and lots of luck and prosperity come your way (as the Chinese say :) )

Kung hei fat choi!

It’s 5:25pm, school finished a couple of hours ago. After school, mum picked my younger brother and i up to go shopping.
 The radio was on on the way back, it was talking about the tornado that’s going to hit Queensland tonight. They were talking to people that decided to stay and bunk themselves into their home.. I thought.. why? You love your home, that’s great. You want to keep everything that you own and be able to protect it yourself, but what’s the use of protecting your possessions if you can’t even protect your own life? Is it worth it?

Nonetheless, my wishes are with them.